Pretty little heart break

school sched.

2006-08-07T04:43:09Z

Semester 1

1. English d217- gira
2. drama pa107- culver
3. global issues b122- reiman
4. intro fashion b128- caparelli
5. exper. Methods cp s107- gyramaty
6. geometry c126- leitner
7. lunch
8. health b127- strickler
9. French b102- mayerson.

Semester 2
1. English
2. home ec. B128- olson
3. darkroom photo I c106-kerkemeyer
4. lunch
5. exper methods
6. geo
7. darkroom studio c106- bale
8. drivers ed (q3) b129- williams
8. indiv. sports (q4)

8thdeadly_sin @ 2006-07-30T22:56:00

2006-07-31T03:57:23Z

yea, today was okay. i went with my mom and sis to pick up my cuz's in marion ill. they're from alabama, but my aunt drove them up half way. so, yea 12 hours of absolutely nothing. my ipod decided to freeze up so i didn't have my music to listen to. it wasn't so bad except having to constantly change the channel. my grandma is japanese and she had this tape in there of like older japanese music and it was really interesting, but no one else thought so. so...i was all alone.

but yea im gonna go.

8thdeadly_sin @ 2006-07-27T19:53:00

2006-07-28T00:54:30Z

okay:

im sorry amber for acting like i have recently, its just, i don't know, i was not in a good mind set. so i apologize. i really do, i don't want to fight, i mean we just started talking again. so im sorri.

but why didn't you tell me the in the beginning that ur dad said no more people before i bought my tickets. cuz now, i don't know if i can go cuz i might not have a ride. i take fault in this too, cuz it was never really official that ur dad would take me. so..i dunno..i just wish u would have told me in the beginning. i'll figure something out, i guess.

and joslyn:

i'll stop asking that question. it just is a habbit.

8thdeadly_sin @ 2006-07-26T15:50:00

2006-07-26T20:50:58Z

yay! darien is getting a new phone!

8thdeadly_sin @ 2006-07-19T22:46:00

2006-07-20T03:47:33Z

OMG IM SO BORED!

im stuck watcing tv with my brothers....

and why is peewee's playhouse on adult swim?

its scary...

why would "adults" watch that?

i just had a revalation: part deux

2006-06-30T05:24:02Z

i just had a revalation....

i fucking love my friends...

and without them...

who knows where i'll be...

just the basics

2006-06-29T17:10:09Z

no shoes on the front room carpet (all adults exempt)
no food or drink in the front room (all adults exempt)
no friends in the house if no parents are home
no food or drink by computer
chored must be done before paula gets home
children must set table
children must clear table (Even the adults plates)
no more than 2 ppl on the trampoline
children only have an 1:30 on the computer
children must be in bed at a certain time
no dogs on the furnature
children must do what the adults say no matter what
those who clean bathrooms must clean both, even if u don't use the other one.

I only have a few rules she says! she lies. o god does she lie.

those rules above, those are just some of the basic rules. there are more.

ugh.

8thdeadly_sin @ 2006-06-13T16:25:00

2006-06-13T21:27:10Z

i like this new layout (thanx silent_poetry...link in userinfo) but i really wish it would show my mood theme...i spent a long time fighting with my computer to get it made...damn....

o well, its better then my old one

8thdeadly_sin @ 2006-06-11T14:14:00

2006-06-11T19:15:36Z

teehee..new moods.....

im such a dork.

just hold on no matter what.

2006-06-11T05:19:32Z

damn. i had this whole entry, now its gone. fuck. fuck. fuck.

update: life is sucks, ask for a refund.

WANTED!!

2006-05-27T05:27:47Z

WANTED: LJ LAYOUT!!!!!!!!! mine is being weird

8thdeadly_sin @ 2006-05-18T22:19:00

2006-05-19T03:19:42Z

i have a fucking banging head ache. i should probably wear my glasses for now on.

ugh. my moms a whore! today anna was in my neighborhood and i was like "can i go hang out with them" and my mom said "no, there are no adults and anna is not a good person".

BULL FUCKING SHIT! so what if u've gone through my purse and was not happy! so what if i get bad grades! u know its not HER fault. its mine. no one elses but mine.

i hate her so much sometimes.

ugh. fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck.

damn.

ok, if someone constantly says "i love you" and doesn't back it with, "in a friendly sorta way" or such, should u fear?

8thdeadly_sin @ 2006-04-24T16:29:00

2006-04-24T21:29:32Z

im such a wimp.

so today in study hall, i nearly cried. it sucked, and i tried really hard not too. god. what the fuck is wrong with me?

8thdeadly_sin @ 2006-04-23T22:25:00

2006-04-24T03:38:12Z

i can't take this house anymore! it's like, whatever i do is wrong!

so i wanted to explain something, but NOOO chip has to cut in and contradict everything i say. so i finally tell him to stop being annoying and shut up. then get this, HE SENDS ME TO MY FUCKING ROOM and tells me he's tired of me! TIRED OF ME?! I'M FUCKING TIRED OF HIM, HE IS A HORNY, LOWLIFE, ANNOYING MOOCHER! ugh.. i hate this! so i even told my mom we live with a jerk and she told me i can't have my backback! im just gonna give her the fucking 22 bucks that it cost cuz this is shit!

so first i come downstair to fold laundry, fight with my mom, then i lock myself in the bathroom and start sobbing. come back out, said (to myself) i should have stayed at dads and she starts yelling at me! so i go and hide in my room and sob again! so now i have the biggest headache and i want to shoot myself so i don't have to deal with this shit anymore.

now add that crap to all the others.

it fucking sux.

8thdeadly_sin @ 2006-04-16T21:09:00

2006-04-17T02:10:52Z

yea, nothing much to report. bored as all hell and ready to shoot myself.

my dad threw a egg at me and i missed and it hit my eye. now im in pain and gonna go.

gunna be bored tomorrow.

THE list.

2006-04-03T19:57:39Z

today i have a day off. i didn't wake up till twelve. its 3 35 now. and im still in my pajamas. but im gonna go get changed.

i finished my book last night. god i got so fucking sad/mad.

why do we judge people on who they love? i mean, if i were a lesbian i would be told what i was doing was wrong and perverted and mental and so on so forth. its like, why? why is it so wrong?? why can't we just be free to love who ever we want? it shouldn't change anything.
then when they see a gay couple everyone is like "HOLY FUCKING JESUS AND VIRGIN MARY! WHY ARE YOU OUT AND PUBLIC?! ITS WRONG...ITS SACRELIGOUS..." so on so forth. i mean, would they do that to a straight couple? i don't think so. why cuz thats "normal".

what the fuck is normal anywayz?! and who decides what is normal and what isn't? god. it drives me crazy. some people think normal is "nice" clothes, being happy, a pretty face, nice body. who the hell decided that?

but here the thing, there are so many people out there who DON'T like those "nice" clothes, DON'T have a pretty face or a nice body.

people don't seem to notice that maybe...just maybe there is some common things between (some) "normal" and "un-normal" people..i don't know...maybe, having a family, having friends who care, dealing with the same teachers, homework...so on so forth.

yea, there is still those of us who don't have a good family and aren't very happy and such. but hey, why judge them on that? can't they be "normal" too? so they have some problems and flaws. doesn't everyone?? big or small we all have them. and to be judged by our looks and hobbies is fucked up.
hobbies. the base of what ppl think are some of our "problems". i mean, not everyone enjoys tennis, long walks on the beach, romantic dinners, interior decorating, reading, going shopping, picking flowers, tending a garden and such. so why does it seem like we have to do atleast some of those thingds to be considered "normal".

i know i may hot make sense at the moment. i just have these thoughts floating in my mind and they're so hazy and its making it hard to form the words that seem to be drowning themselves at the moment.

so for those of those who wish to be "normal" here is ur "guidelines"

1. be straight
2. have a hunky boyfriend (for girls), have pretty girlfriend (for boys)
3. dress in pretty, fashionable clothes (no black, pinks and whites perferebly, or some earthy tones)
4. have nice hobbies (see above outburst)
5. make good grades
6. have NICE friends (no gays, druggies, ect..)
7. have nice house
8. nice family
9. money
10. good body, little fat %, good muscle tone
11. be in nice sport
12. be an active member of ur school.
13. have good teeth, hair, smile, nose
14. minimal piercings.
15. no tatoos, but if u do want one, make it nice, like a lovers name (if married) or a butterfly or flower (for girls) or tribal marking (for boys)
16. no drinking, drugs, or fatty foods.
17. watch "the OC", "One tree hill", "gilmore girls", ect...
18. like everyone, except the un-normal ones, they might rub off on you.

NOTE: you must be able to do EVERYTHING on this list. not just a couple.

well, so far thats the data i collected from what i've read, heard, seen, ect...

and i'm proud to announce.

I AM NOT NORMAL!! so shove it all u pompous asses who can do EVERYTHING on that list.

needs to reads

2006-04-02T03:36:15Z

1. bleach
2. vampire game
3. offbeat
4. d something or other (too complicated to remember)
5. little pet shop of horrors
6. umm....i don't know what else, i have a list at home, but as u know im not at home.

8thdeadly_sin @ 2006-04-01T21:40:00

2006-04-02T02:38:43Z

yea, i think SOMEBODY should atleast come online. im getting really bored by myself

8thdeadly_sin @ 2006-03-31T23:10:00

2006-04-01T04:08:32Z

im bak.
im tired.
and i laughed my ass off at the show.

yea.
im gonna go now.

8thdeadly_sin @ 2006-03-30T21:35:00

2006-03-31T02:33:52Z

ugh...i need a layout.

8thdeadly_sin @ 2006-03-12T21:21:00

2006-03-13T03:24:49Z

u know what i just noticed? on greys anatomy, one of the doctors had a baby, and the women was black, but the baby is white...and the father wasn't white either. silly.

8thdeadly_sin @ 2006-03-02T18:06:00

2006-03-03T00:06:56Z

ugh..so bored...so so so bored..ho hum...

8thdeadly_sin @ 2006-02-26T18:53:00

2006-02-27T00:54:23Z

yea.

step moms a bitch.

i guess you can't like everyone.

8thdeadly_sin @ 2006-02-21T16:57:00

2006-02-21T22:57:38Z

Disorder	Rating
Paranoid Disorder:	Low
Schizoid Disorder:	Low
Schizotypal Disorder:	Very High
Antisocial Disorder:	Moderate
Borderline Disorder:	Very High
Histrionic Disorder:	High
Narcissistic Disorder:	High
Avoidant Disorder:	High
Dependent Disorder:	High
Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder:	High
-- Personality Disorder Test - Take It! -- -- Personality Disorders --

hahahahaha....

my lifestyle sux.

8thdeadly_sin @ 2006-02-21T16:30:00

2006-02-21T22:30:47Z

lalala...nothing to do...lalalalala